As We Wander
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Posted on May 20, 2025
Searching for Truth... And the Truth Shall Set Us Free!... Confidence in ourselves, and inner intuition.
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This Easter opened a magical doorway of the Soul escorting us into a place that reveals the shifting projections of the Future and ‘the on-going Healing of the Past’. A portal of forgiveness opens a place where all that is Light meets itself face to face. A Holy Gathering of all that is sacred to the Universe is moved into a cycle of rebirth and resurrection. The Easter star-gate held a great power for all sacred beliefs. Enter this place as a holy vessel that is filled with the promise of a future. You hold a powerful piece of the puzzle of Light while on Earth. Your stay here is precious to the Universe and paramount to the Earths Healing. A changing of the guard will occur on many levels of life and the heart. Many Hearts of a Great Light will leave earth, as the new guard comes forth.
Creational Conflicts
What is the next evolutionary step for mankind as we exit the one year anniversary of a powerful solar inter-dimensional Initiation? What seeks to come full circle into our life? Think of all you have gone thru this past year, you exhausted many firsts; a new timeline was hidden within each situation, as many truths were unwrapped like a Cadbury’s Easter egg. As we move forward we begin to understand that every aspect of earth herself is at a different point and element of time & place.
As we look into the many dimensional imageries of life, one may ask ‘are we going downhill, uphill? Are we going to download, upload, reload, unload, or just stand still? Will upcoming Time displacements and planetary tantrums turn our future and heart upside down? Where should we place our intentions, our heartfelt imaginings, and our silent expectations? The questions offer you an active opportunity via the highways and byways of your computer-based brain to seize neural-opportunity and truly see behind the 7-veils of illusion.
When one unplugs from who and what they think they are they come to a point of creational conflict. A point a conjunction between here and there between the known and the unknown, between who they think they are and who they really are. In this unplugging as applied to real life you will find that you become invisible to many around you. People that have had your heart and back for years literally are frozen in time not able to connect with you on any level. (This is the true place of virtual ghosting.)
In the disconnect you are not photon, particle, nor wave, you are momentarily disconnected from the mother hologram. In this disconnect your energy is literally erased from the memory grid of earth. This in itself is like a scene from the movie Castaway, all alone talking to coconuts and learning to become your very best friend. We all seek the truth we seek the proof of the matter. However when we step outside the line drawn in the matrix sand, we feel like a big gas filled birthday balloon that escaped the party. Are we brave enough to see from a higher angle of our life, are we strong enough to carry out what our heart asks us to do... to see… to be? In this place lives of bevy of old programs that seek to be set free. Promises to the past and future selves thicken in the now and in the body that wears the coat of many colors.
The GATE of ‘WHAT IF’…
The words of ‘What if’ is numerically a number 13. The number 13 is an Activation Portal, a place and time in the future that does not know its exact denomination or destination. Like entering any Wormhole or Portal there is always a divergence to the vibration within the phrase ‘what if’. This energy can create mountainous outcomes or deep crevices of regret. The very vibration of the phrase ‘what if’ whispers in the ears of all humans bringing to the surface an adrenaline spike that creates fear of the unknown within the blood stream of all humans.
‘What if’ this happens, what if this doesn't happen? ‘What If’ is the greatest creator of human outcomes. The planet Earth and Mankind has been under a shadow for several years they are still clearing the planetary anesthesia from the Body Mind and Spirit. Humanity has been underground in their thoughts for too long living in the unexpected shadows of what is to come.
In the portal of 13 and ‘the Gate of what if’ lives a binary code of choices. Like a DNA Crossroads in the bridge over troubled waters, is this information safe to travel upon? We all have lost so much of ourselves saying good bye to what life used to be and trying hard to embrace what is. Mostly we chose not to dream or set our expectations too high, because the crushing of that dream is bigger than the dream itself. What if my company closes; what if I get fired; what if my spouse leaves me? ‘What if’ is a powerful preface to all formation? Within it lives a polarity that asks you to dive deep and turn around in the vacant cul-de-sac of creation.
CURRENT COSMIC EVENTS
The Moon is slowly moving away from Earth at a rate of about 2 inches per year. This movement is causing the Earth's rotation to slow down, resulting in longer days and abstract weather patterns as the gravitational pull changes more than a teenage girl on her first date. Scientists calculate that the days on Earth are getting longer by about 1.7 milliseconds every 100 years. This may not seem like much but over a long period, it can add up and have significant effects on the planet. It's worth noting that this process has been happening for billions of years. About 1.4 billion years ago, a day on Earth was only about 18 hours long. Now, with the Moon's continued movement away from Earth, the days will continue to get longer with unique unanticipated weather patterns and shifts. 24 hour days no longer exists and your body knows it.
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Comet SWAN is a bright comet that is about to fly past the Sun. Right now, it is possible to see the comet just before sunrise from some parts of the world. The comet is visible before sunrise near the horizon in the northeast. As April goes on, Comet swan will appear slightly lower in the sky and be harder to spot but of course it could get brighter at the same time, it is the way of comets. Comet swan holds within it many teachings.
The teachings of Comet Swan 2025
The Swan has always been revered as one of the most sacred of birds. The swan represents purity, grace, love, and spiritual wisdom, within the pursuit of knowledge. Swans possess grace, beauty, and the ability to carry themselves in a way that commands attention. Swans are synonymous with loyalty and honor and resilience in the face of challenges. From a humble cygnet to a majestic adult, the swan undergoes transformation that symbolizes the exquisiteness of growth and change within us all. The spiritual teachings of the swan encourage us to embrace transformation and to release what no longer serves us, allowing our authentic selves to emerge.
Swans are known to be shapeshifters and capable of travelling between worlds, Fae women, water nymph and human maiden are some of the transformations the Swan has been known to adopt. They ask you to listen closely to your intuition and trust self-reflection. Whisper a wish and it will be heard, just as the Fairy’s reside in every tree, just as every breath is heard by the wind, the swan will hear every wish if it is pure and from the heart.
The swan is a soul carrier and shapeshifter, so take nothing for granted, for all is not what it appears to be. The Celtic tribes and druids were known to use swan feathers for spell casting, and creating sacred space.
A pair of swans in love is one of the most beautiful sights on earth. When they kiss and their beaks touch, a flawless heart is formed by their extended necks. The male exhibits his undying love as his wings form the perfect heart shape announcing to everyone that he is in his territory with his loved one, swans love one another until death do them part, they are naturally faithful. Swans will pair from the age of three and have been known to live to the age of 50, sometimes traveling 2,000 miles in flocks; they travel at night when the air is cool and can travel up to heights of 28,000 feet. (Within these words live the teachings of comet swan)
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The Waxing and Waning Crescent Moon phases in April and May are the best time to see Earthshine, where the unlit part of the Moon becomes visible. It is also known as Da Vinci glow.
May’s Full Moon is known as the Flower Moon after all the flowers that bloom this time of year in the northern hemisphere. For the second month in a row, this Full Moon is also a Micro-moon which is a full moon that appears smaller and dimmer due to being farther away from earth...
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As we wander resolutely through this Earth Experience we come to a conjunction of self and soul that asks us to look Beyond and beneath what we can perceive; to see over the next roadblock and walk into the imperceptible with all of our earthly (and Spidey) senses activated. We are so much like a free floating iceberg; just a tiny little piece of us shows above the fords, the rest of us is hidden in deep awareness below the eternal emotional water line. Just like an iceberg sometimes we can seem cold-shouldered in our ‘mightier than thou principles’, but what lies below the structure of our frozen fears is yet to be defrosted and seen in a new light. This summer will be like a scene from dairy queen, ‘What is Frozen in Time’ begins to thaw at a measured pace that reveals what needs to be realized.
None of us want to melt under the spot-light in these times of molten change; like an ice-sculptor we try hard to bring forth the beauty of what is frozen and hidden in self & time. What lies just below the surface is often Icey and human of creation. Think about the very vibration of ice water that has been frozen in time. The continuity of its frozen geometry can reveal so much as all old earth emotions defrost. We all have an internal freezer full if ice-burned emotional left-overs; We hide well within self, within words, and within our non-actions.
As we move forward thru the solstice and midsummers eve we remove the mantles that have covered us thru time. The deserts of time blanket all of us in an invisible Mirage that kicks up its Las Vegas Heels. What we once thought to be impossible has actually already come into performance but like a mirage it is watery and fluid, and hesitant of disclosure. We may not be able to touch the outcomes as of now but those molecular’ summer days of solidification’ march forth.
The salty tears of the past are exactly the same as the holy sacred waters of the womb. The waters of conception and the Seas of Time come together and flow as Mothers Milk calling to her young. What was once frozen in time finally melts revealing its many layers. A big ‘reveal’ comes shining like a white knight on a sunny summers day, mirroring all facets of who we are destined to become. Earth asks you to see through the lenses of your heart in circumstance, matter, and time without its cloaking.
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Time and weather rewrite themselves in accordance with new laws of creation. Each door takes you down another highway of self. Fractured parts of human evolution now seek to be united with their counterparts. You are so busy scooping up parts of yourself that you don’t see that it is happening to everyone that lives upon your street or planet. Humanity has asked for more on all levels and so it shall be. Each person is escorted into all faces of their eve and their atom. Original blueprint is now laced with pink possibilities. Who am I is the song of the soul as we all sing a new tune explaining ourselves. To become your true presence, free floating is necessary if you still seek to walk amongst the stars. Realities are challenged doing hand to hand combat in a shredded paper trail. Time rushes by without even a wave as timeline options are tailored and shortened.
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We as humans cannot worry and Believe at the same time – Worry and Belief cannot hold the same space or time. The energy of flying through the air with the greatest of simplicity is what we are being asked to do. We are asked to let go of what we have been holding onto so tightly and allow ourselves to freefall from one bar of light to another. The belief factor has to be 100%. Nothing less is acceptable otherwise one will fall deeply into the quicksand of dread with nothing to branch out and help.
When you do not see a solution to what befalls your heart, allow the Universe to intervene. Do what you can and trust God to follow up. You are asked to hold your peace in the mist of the battle, to anchor with the divine certainty that you will come up unscathed from all that does not wish you the best of life or of light. Believing so deeply and so strongly is not for the weak of heart, weak of light, or weak of purpose. Stand strong in what lives in your heart. In the mist of all Hell breaking loose become a living blessing. Use your light and your heart to bless another. Bless all that cross your path, become healing and holy, in your life, in your appearance and in your intention.
Look for ways to be a blessing. You cannot everout give God. Whatever you give, in blessing, in belief, in peace to yourself or another will be given back to you in denominations of completion that outweigh any expectations you have. Let the desires of your heart lead you into a place of love that will help you circumvent your karma. It’s time to put on the ruby slippers of belief. Click them all through time and allow them to escort you into doorways that are far greater than any belief system you have held in the past.
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Midsummer’s Eve
‘Dream Amethyst’ Chevron Spheres
Midsummer’s Eve (6-24-2025) is a night when magic abounds, darkness is kept at bay, and the fairy world is close and watching your every move. Midsummer's Eve is simply magical with its Stories of changelings, the opening and crossing of the fairy realms, of fires burning on the moors keeping the spirits at bay. These fairy stories have spread around the world each interlacing into the hearts of traditions that span time and geography.
The name 'Midsummer' is Old English and refers to the time around the summer solstice. Astronomically, the summer solstice falls yearly on June 20, 21 or 22, but traditionally, the midsummer was reckoned on the night of June 23–24. With roots in pagan times, Midsummer is a celebration close to the longest day of the year; it is a celebration of life and love, bounty and plenty. The celebration involves a lot of dance, food and flowers. It is believed on this special night, mythical beings like fairies and elves are easily seen. The UK observes Midsummer's Eve with a blend of ancient and modern customs associated with magic and mystical happenings. It is a time when the veil between the spirit world and our own is thinnest, making it a potent time for love spells, fortune-telling, and other magic.
These gorgeous and powerful dream amethyst chevron crystal spheres have waited patiently for the month of June when they can be birthed to those that know and hold the magic of the old. Chevron Amethyst is a powerful protection stone creating a bubble around the carrier, warding off psychic attacks and negative energy. Chevron Amethyst helps us pierce the veil of illusion and see the world as it truly is, giving us the strength to face the truths we find along the way. You can use Chevron Amethyst to cleanse the aura encouraging spiritual healing, and elevating psychic abilities. Use this stone if you have resistance to change. This stone repels negativity of all kinds as it creates a strong restorative field around the user, speeds up the healing process and strengthens the immune system.
This crystal helps forge a strong connection between our Crown and Third Eye chakras, allowing us to see both the inner and outer worlds. The "veil piercing" nature of the stone is linked to the Third Eye chakra; while the Quartz in the center of the "V" formation amplifies the energy. Chevron Amethyst's properties are dovetailed with both Purple Amethyst and White Quartz. The purple of the Amethyst is enhanced by the band of White Quartz running through the stone in a "V" formation (like a flock of Canadian Geese in flight.) The ‘V’ represents many things: victory, velocity, the #5 in roman numerals, V represents the female aspect. When the ‘V’ is placed on its side < > it is a symbol for lessor than or Greater than. The "veil piercing" nature of the stone is felt in the third eye. Wisdom seems to flow more freely when Chevron Amethyst is about.
This beautiful violet crystal orb can help to open and clear the crown chakra so that we may receive guidance and wisdom from higher realms. Our Third Eye chakra is located just above and between our eyebrows, and it is linked to our intuition, imagination, and psychic abilities; allowing us to see both the inner and outer worlds. If you've ever felt "stuck" like you're not quite seeing the whole picture, Chevron Amethyst can help you to see clearly. This stone's ability to cleanse and purify the aura makes it an excellent choice for anyone who wants to protect their energy field from outside influences causing confusion in ones choices. It assists in warding off negative thoughts—melting away stress, and anxiety.
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From your Hostess of Light
We enter new timelines and futures where the limited perception of man merges with the infinite All-knowing possibility. Right now you may feel like a caterpillar, in a small fitting cocoon. You know that you are destined to become more, you can feel it, yet everything in your life points to less than. You feel deep within your spirit that if you tried, you could fly. Then you take another deep look at yourself and see only a human flapping about on the runways of life.
The Cocoon around you has thickened and hardens like the crust of earth’s desert, keeping yourself confined in a reformatory of your own making. In that windowless world there seems no way in and no way out. Then one day the sun shines thru a crack in your shell, a small light appears your heart races with promise as the illusion of limitation begins to dissolve right in front of your eyes. We the people of earth are just now seeing that small point of light, of hope and of full memory.
The caterpillar must surrender to its destiny of becoming a beautiful free flying butterfly. Surrendering is internally knowing and trusting your heart and your gut. The hole is small only in the mind of mankind as he tries to escape who and what he is. Surrender to grace and trust the process. Let go and know that the divine plan will work no matter how many humans or butterflies get in the way. The caterpillar was always destined to become a butterfly! Earth keeps you in a safe cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free.
Time and Karma has Quickened
All places and times-phases merge together in a patchwork of emotions that cannot be explained away. Spontaneous eruptions of tears and fears come to the surface as we walk forward into more heart-light infusions disengaging from a past that is dissolving of and in, its own right. As we entered 2025 a heavy dense sensation entered with us. We wept and mourned for things that had not even occurred. The biggest part of being human is feeling. It is all the senses wrapped around each other in a perfect cosmic dance of craziness. Feeling is what makes us human and vulnerable and yet at the same time totally divine. We as human try to run and escape the feelings by whatever means is necessary. But like Wiley coyote those feelings turn around and bit us in the butt. We should have figured it out by now, that we cannot escape emotions and feelings no matter how hard we try or how far we run. Like a shadow at high noon, past emotions are always in our face and under our skin; Pushing prodding making us cantankerous. Life is already demanding enough, asking more of us than we can handle. The effect is a like a planetary Saturn return and we all go to the cosmic principle.
We all keep doing good deeds, in thought and actions. We follow all the rules playing accordingly. We accrue blessings left and right that seem to fall into a sinkhole not to be seen or retrieved again. Karmic interruptions of life and others keep one on bended sore knees. What do we as a planet need to do to get the big bad storms of Life to diminish and move away? Time is quickened, karma is quickened and nerves are frayed and quickened. This new playing field of cosmic proportion keeps us hopping around like a one-legged chicken. We feel time running uncontrolled, as it demands more and more from our already exhausted humanness. Our list of things ‘to do’ is getting longer and longer, no matter how fast we make haste. Emotions run amuck, making a jumble of things. Our logical brain seems to stop as we ride our animal brain down trails we should not go.
It is not that we are doing anything wrong it is that we are trying to connect with what once was and what should be. Like your smart phone dialing a 1950’s land line, no matter how hard you try there is no connection. There is not a wrong or right way but there is a more efficient way to walk thru these shifts. Hand over what is heavy in your life and heart to that which you once sprang from. Allow what is light of heart and resole to drive this section of the under-construction cosmic highway for you.
Coming face to face with Dimensional Selves
As dimensional Fissures become an everyday occurrence we find ourselves sailing down new passages of time in our homemade launch vehicles. What was long sought within history now slowly reveals itself dim one does not always feel or sense the shift. What we see in this new venue of light is yet to be formed. Each human is developing new lens, allowing them to see dimensionally. Love and forgiveness are a great Balm and should be applied generously. The Child of Light that lives within each person seeks to glide to the surface effortlessly like an island that surfaces in the night.
Humanity is truly and deeply loved by that which first gave it light and life. As the good within humanities heart flails about in its own Sea of Confusion, ancient codes come to the surface, Codes of the heart and great promises that seek to be kept and honored. We all come around the blind corner of self, face-to-face with dimensional aspects of our own being. Everything mirrors what we need to define. Most days we would like to just stay home and board the windows shut, but Life demands more from us and she always gets what she wants.
The Teachings of Groundhog
The ground hog spirit is always about seeing ones shadow and embracing what we fear to come
On February 2nd we are all given the gift of seeing our shadow in the future to come. Seeing the Ground Hogs shadow within self is always an eye opener. All shadows are created by a very bright light that stands behind one. As we move further into the year of 2025 we are asked to look at our shadows, with or without spring and embrace them fully in a new understanding. Ground hog in all of her furry wisdom teaches us about being human. The groundhog symbolizes perseverance, future good luck, and watchfulness. Ground hog asks you to dig deeper into your feelings and thoughts to understand yourself better. You can always find answers if you dig deep enough.
The groundhog acts as a symbol of understanding and acceptance of human venerability, as she understands about with her shadow self and fears. Groundhog shows you how to explore altered states of consciousness more deeply Allowing you to find your answers deep within. Groundhog asks you to be more aware of your surroundings and the people in them so you can protect yourself from hidden danger. People with groundhog energy are highly intuitive; they know what needs to be done instinctively. They always seem to know what family and friends need the most. You like groundhog have a soft heart for others, and you don’t like seeing them suffer.
Metatron & Archangel Michael
Wing & Crystal Combo
Recently the symbol for water which, is literally a double (MM) has kept coming to the Forefront of my thinking. I am one of those, like many of you that have M's within her Palms. In the old days it was a symbol of belonging to a high order of Priests/Priestesses that held the mystery encoding & teachings. The magical M's are passed down generationally, sometimes skipping a generation. MM's are also the ancient symbol for flow, rivers, oceans, all Waters, rains and movement. It can also mean moving immoveable mountains. M's to me also represent my most favorite and most high Angelic presences of Metatron and Archangel Michael. (my cosmic buds) Just the presence of one of them is powerful beyond exploding star systems. But to have a merger of two with one/ imbued with the mark of the other/ is a sign of things to come. (This stone pairing crests itself within one another)
These two powerful stones represent the vibration of Metatron and the Light & Sword of Archangel Michael. They are dynamic of presentation within themselves but they each are encrypted within one another. To me if the universe is sending in these powerful beings then it is time for us to also Mount Up and get ready and prepared for the shifts and upgradements to come. The Archangel Metatron represents ‘Time at Zero point Existence’. Metatron is one of the most important angels in the heavenly hierarchy. He is a member of a special group that is permitted to look at God's visage. Arch-Angel Michael is Commander of the Army of God; He stands first and foremost for fortification and delivery in times of global and interdimensional shift. Archangel Michaels sword & shield represents his ability to protect as well as to cut away that which is no longer serves.
As the energies of all worlds change, a new definition of light is announced. No more sitting upon ones glories waiting for the darkness to just go away. Battlements of safety surround even those of a peaceful heart, ward-ing off danger. One is asked to stand their ground of honorableness no matter what see-weed is flung upon their shores. Standing in the Gap demands one to focus all of their energies into a fractal pattern of fearlessness. Michael assists us in renovating our self-limitations; he brings faith and courage as well as the understanding that one is Never Alone.
The symbol of Metatron holds within it both 'birth' and the ‘infinite’ completing all directions of time and space. This high vibrational geometry resonates thru all planes of light creating color, sound, and transforming physical matter. Metatron emphasizes the significance of the divine masculine and the divine feminine; the need to be stable and sensible, allowing both to weave together in a heavenly genetic design. When you choose to work with Metatron, prepare for a serious measure of intense vibrational teachings.
There is no concern or problem that Michael cannot and will not address when he is called upon to do so. No matter the situation, no matter the challenge, Michael stands ready with his sword and host of Angels to protect and serve all who call upon him for assistance. He clears the path of obstacles; he gives us strength and courage to carry on during the dark times in our lives. He fills us with hope, inspiration, and faith that the Universe is always with us. Michael protects against negative energy of all kinds. This powerful angel is a no nonsense energy He will freely escort any and All darkness back into its proper place. If you are facing a situation that seems impossible to resolve call upon Arch-Angel Michael to help you quicken the outcome. Archangel Michael is the go to guy for dealing with all sorts of psychic nastiness. He will cut cords, exorcise entities, remove and destroy negative thought forms, transmute negative energy, and help confused spirits cross over. Call on him to protect your sensitive child’s dreams, he will stop nightmares. Ask him to shield you when you sleep.
The myths of Metatron are intricate some say he was first a human named Enoch who ascended to Heaven. Sitting next to God, Enoch was instructed in wisdom, and used his skills as a scribe to write 365 books. God revealed to him great mysteries some are still kept secret from the angels. After spending time with God, Enoch returned to earth to instruct his sons in all he learned in the Heavens. After thirty days, the angels returned him to Heaven and then the divine transformation took place. All that is Light caused Enoch's height and breadth to become equal to the height and breadth of the earth; God attached thirty-six wings to his body, and gave him 365 eyes, each as bright as our sun. His body turned into celestial fire. Sparks emanated from him, and storms whirled, and thunder encircled his form. The angels dressed him in magnificent garments, including a crown. A heavenly herald proclaimed his name would no longer be Enoch, but changed to “Metatron” and that all angels must obey him, as second only to God. The meaning of Metatron is "he who occupies the throne next to the Divine throne."